In my earlier days I had an extremely harsh break up. I was 30 years old. It shocked my mind and body and solar plexus and all chakras. It made me think deeper and may have actually broke my psyche into two. I wanted to hate but also knew it was just emotions I hadn’t experienced before. They were very powerful and I know I needed more training and that I would try again at some point.

The vibrations of love that I had for this woman continually charged and shocked my body(antenna) and sent high voltage frequencies through and all over my body inviting the feeling of goosebumps every time this happened. Just like an electric shock to rebuild nerves, this was happening naturally. I carried books on Nikola Tesla at the time and was approached at a book store by a man that asked if I was “woke”. I guess he could see it in me. I was turned on to a book or maybe even just the movie about John Nash, maybe it was the documentary “the trap” that really “woke” me and I learned massive things about scholarly inventors, philosophers and poets during this time while I was in reflection learning who I was or who I wanted to become. I found Walter Russell and attended a lightning bolt conference in Phoenix Arizona and the rabbit hole opened up more ant pathways were created.